Well I've never been able to quite articulate what makes Eleven so very special for me, so don't worry. If he's what you need now, then that's the most important thing!

And I'm sure I'll be taking advantage of that! To the extent I have energy, anyhow - at the moment it's sporadic, but the interest is there and growing. :-)
Yeah, it's not going anywhere, so whenever you feel like it. :)